After the making of my previous film (PLAY DEAD!), some unfinished business remained on my desktop. Home movies and various body horror films from my childhood cluttered my computer screen. Part medical treatise, part self-anamnesis, and a mashup tinged with nostalgia, this video essay returns the images emanating from my computer screen to the everyday gaze of a diabetic.

As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty
2000
7.8/10

42 Up
1999
7.6/10

Come See Me in the Good Light
2025
7.1/10

Earthlings
2005
8.1/10

Cameraperson
2016
6.7/10

Val
2021
7.2/10

I Am Heath Ledger
2017
7.4/10

McQueen
2018
7.4/10

Elstree 1976
2015
6.2/10

Being James Bond
2021
7.8/10

Maria by Callas
2017
7.4/10

Naqoyqatsi
2002
6.2/10

Love, Antosha
2019
7.4/10

My Mom Jayne
2025
8.0/10

28 Up
1985
7.5/10

Directed by John Ford
1971
7.0/10

You Can See Everything
2026
8.9/10

In the Realms of the Unreal
2004
7.2/10

The Curse of the Dragon
1993
7.2/10

Koyaanisqatsi
1983
7.9/10
Girls’ Stories
2023
0/10